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I am not sure how much anyone wants to read this--since you probably came here for the porn. But I am finally recognizing after many, many years of exposing myself that, well, I am just a trans woman, always have been. Posting pictures used to be my only outlet and I thought that writing myself was the only way that I'd receive any attention. I used to buy into the notion that it was shameful for a man to be submissive and gay. So I expressed that too.

I have been ludicrously down about everything for years and years. When I finally said "whelp, lets just be a trans woman" suddenly everything just opened the fuck up. Like I have emotion and I am thinking about the future again. When I was young I had no idea that this could be done, but, wow, where I live is like trans paradise. I've got nothing holding me back.

I haven't the faintest idea how well this is all going to work out, but it sounds a lot better than diligently posting old pictures of myself with more and more information and looking at my body in increasing revulsion as I labor through day after day of work, sleep, jerkoff, work, sleep...

I am envisioning making a full transition in my life male to female so that instead of feeling a bit womanly by feeling satisfaction with someone saying "you have a sexy body", I can feel a bit womanly by, well, being a trans woman.

I'm well fucking prepared for all the awkward, embarrassing parts about transition, because, wtf, you should see the pictures of me online, lol. Getting called sir instead of ma'am will probably pale in comparison to getting the "you like being pissed on?" in my email.

To be honest, I find a bit of dysphoria when I look at male presenting me, I hate the hair and the fat and my body shape. I know 100% that my pictures are out there and will probably remain out there. Maybe after I figure things out I'll still be into bodywriting and I can make new pictures. Whatever, I dunno.